Jolly's posts

@Bonnie:
I hope it goes well <3

@Totalanimefan:
Yeah theres a lot going on rn so a lot of it is just environmental stress. My implant also still messing my hormones up too.

It just dawned on me that I waited about a month for this consult/care establishment "phone visit" so I can get bc pills ordered
but they never prescribed any. They got me so distracted, they only scheduled the removal of my implant and now I cant reach them again cause theyre already in another appt :vanora_stunned: UGH

PHQ-9 at a 21
GAD-7 at a good ol 15
:vanora_xd:
aka possible "severe" anxiety issues, nonspecific and not a formal diagnosis

Dr is like uhhh you want meds?
and I'm like no dude I want mental health care to not cost more than my car payments so I can get behavioral therapy
:vanora_upsidedown:

That subject always makes me spicy. Its hilarious how every time I see a doctor and they do these little survey things to check my general state of mind, they always get all nervous and worried like "you need help!" and I'm like YEAH WE ALL DO but cant have that can we
I dont qualify for financial help on this


I just come here to whine and joke.
disclaimer: I'm doing fine XD

Kinda lazy with this one, I didn't bother even shading the bg before blurring it
But hey, I drew something XD

after playing a bunch of Raft with my partner
we had the fun idea of what if our wols were in this situation

This is just one of many doodle ideas following our habits in the game. Zad keeps getting knocked out by wild animals, Rathiel has to scoop him up and run him back to the boat before the animals get him too

I did not want to draw the animals so that part stays in brain :' )

@Synth:
I. LOVE. Chickens.
My uncle in michigan used to have more land where he had a large garden (like a mini farm) and a chicken coup. I was about 10 when I went to stay with him for a month or two during a summer break, and it was so enjoyable harvesting fresh veggies and feeding the hens, gathering their eggs. Theirs were white and brown, none of the green/blue tinted ones that I remember. There's a name for the hens that can lay those, but I cant remember! Super pretty though :D
They were very happy hens

@Spider
DONE :D
thanks for your patience while I adjusted my new setup!


Are the lines vibrant on your monitor? My new tablet shows very vibrant colors, while my monitor is very dull. Wondering which is accurate :vanora_xd:

Sorry I'm getting spicy
I ALMOST GOT MY TABLET SETTINGS PERFECT
aaaaaaa its gonna be so comfy soooon!

@Totalanimefan:
I dunno but he has a lot of gull for bragging after stealing a sale from me yesterday.
I'm big mad about that one lol he's a very greedy con man. A true sales man i guess!
The kind I vowed not to be like

@Totalanimefan:
Yeah, its so dang expensive just to survive.
And while I'm over here cancelling all subs and counting rice grains just to make sure we'll be on a safe budget this month and next, my boss wouldn't shut up for 4 hours at work today about how he wants to on a whim just buy a new house with 3 car garage, ect ect, just cause his wife wants a bigger and more expensive home than his already half a million dollar house. Its massive too and fairly new, he had it built.
He just casually talks up the hundreds of thousands of dollars he has to expend toward either buying a new house or expanding his current one.

Then he comes over to talk to me about my sales and I'm like yea I'm hurtin rn.
And he's like "oh lets see what my wife just spent on groceries. oh its ONLY around $200"
like dude, stfu >__>
I love when people find success but god I hate bragging

@Totalanimefan:
Yeah I'm ngl having 3 bad pay weeks in a row really destroyed my motivation. Trying my best to overcome the obstacles but man it sucks right now!
My rent is not bad, everything is inflating so much that its on a relatively low price for being in a safe location. My commission will pick up again eventually so I am not at risk of missing rent. I just need to patch some holes in my recent pay checks cause I got other bills looming over me :vanora_sweat:

One day we'll catch up! lmao

Update!!
Tablet finally came in on Friday
funny enough I thought it would be Thursday, so I sent my husband on his lunch break from work to go get it off our porch cause we wouldn't be home til like 9pm. But only the key dial arrived, I guess they shipped the pieces separately. He did a big panic cause he didn't know what to expect :vanora_xd:

But anyway, had to jump hurdles to get it connected cause of port issues--BUT IT WORKS NOW!
Still adjusting the pen pressures to try and make it so I dont have to press so hard ;v;;;;;;
nothing compares to cintiq, but hey its affordable ish~!

I'll get back to these slots very soon. Sorry again for delays x'D


ALSO UPDATE
I decided to open temp RLC commissions too cause my job is not paying me enough lately. I live in a military town, so ever since the war in ukraine began, the market here plummeted through the earth. And now with inflations going haywire, no one's in the mind to pay for $2-6k mattresses. I work by commission off the mattresses/bases that I sell, so if I sell nothing then I only get paid $7.25 ph but I expected to work harder than thats worth orzzz

Anyway, whining aside, here's my flyer~!
I made it real quick last night out of anger when my boss stole a sale from me yesterday that could've had us fed for a week :'D
So the examples reflect my grump face at the time lmfao


*stretches fingers*

I used to draw my avis all the time in the past. now, it's quite rare :vanora_sweat:
i enjoy drawing her, but usually end up drawing ocs instead

@Synth:
It was really tricky, I cant exactly remember how I did it on windows 10. But eventually I made it so I could log in without password, but I'd still have the lock screen. I'd just hit space bar to log in. Maybe I just had it remember my PIN idk :vanora_sweat:
been so long

its probably not at all like a mac, just the task bar looked like it on first impression :'')
idk how macs operate. I have one at my job but I avoid it cause its either broken or doesnt like me..

Oh gosh, thats cute :vanora_xd:
what a tiny voice

Taking things literally is a good thing tho, teaches me new things! :vanora_xd:
and like I'd talk, I take everything literally irl too